This probably going to be messy starting out....actually its going to be messy no matter what. My name is... rather its not important, im not here to represent myself. Im here to represent for the masses of women, and mothers that society has judged too harshly, too fast and with a rubric no one knows about.
I am the creator and founder of BlackSheep Moms Club... I am a mother of 3 beautiful girls, I am a mother who had children before her own trauma was healed, I am a mother who fell into Addiction and ugly vices to cope with life and the bullshit i was supposed to deal with, I am a mother who lost her children to the state that had CPS and DCYF trample my name and blacken my life.... No matter what label you want to add to me nothing changes that i am in fact a MOTHER.
So whats it take to become a BSMC memeber whats the criteria of such a unholy label.... is it really that hard to slip to the darkside? Does status play into any of the rating guides set? Does the same mother who grew up in the streets and knows nothing but hustle and selling drugs equate to the silver spoon mother who does nothing but binge drink and look down on others.
I may have ran a trap house yes but my kids never knew it, I love my kids and no i didnt make the right choices in life i own that but for context i had at this point raised 3 girls one of which was born 3 and a half months premature, worked 3 jobs at a time ran pta did carpool and was a undeclared daycare while also dealing with the fact that my ex of 18 years had been a heroin addict for well into 15 years at the time i finally broke had a nervous breakdown and thus turned to drugs. Was it right to do no. But my kids never knew i did drugs....thats how i can say that i never chose drugs over them tho im sure theyll disagree. but if i had they would have known....they didnt know until my father who theyre placed with read them my UA reports,Courts of law